Growing up I loved playing video games that allowed me to customize my character. I'd spend hours going through all the hairstyles, facial structures, skin colors and so on. I guess that, combined with my lack of impulse control, got me ending up looking the way I do. Through clothing, tattoos, make up and working out I get to shape my playing character in the real world as well. Next to that I find myself questioning the meaning of masculinity and femininity quite a lot. Not only in fashion, but in it's entirety. Even though I'll most likely won't ever find a definitive answer to that though, but that's okay. Over the years I've found myself being more and more comfortable expressing myself in both energies, be it separately or simultaneously, and I think I balance the both pretty well.
Growing up I loved playing video games that allowed me to customize my character. I'd spend hours going through all the hairstyles, facial structures, skin colors and so on. I guess that, combined with my lack of impulse control, got me ending up looking the way I do. Through clothing, tattoos, make up and working out I get to shape my playing character in the real world as well. Next to that I find myself questioning the meaning of masculinity and femininity quite a lot. Not only in fashion, but in it's entirety. Even though I'll most likely won't ever find a definitive answer to that though, but that's okay. Over the years I've found myself being more and more comfortable expressing myself in both energies, be it separately or simultaneously, and I think I balance the both pretty well.
Growing up I loved playing video games that allowed me to customize my character. I'd spend hours going through all the hairstyles, facial structures, skin colors and so on. I guess that, combined with my lack of impulse control, got me ending up looking the way I do. Through clothing, tattoos, make up and working out I get to shape my playing character in the real world as well. Next to that I find myself questioning the meaning of masculinity and femininity quite a lot. Not only in fashion, but in it's entirety. Even though I'll most likely won't ever find a definitive answer to that though, but that's okay. Over the years I've found myself being more and more comfortable expressing myself in both energies, be it separately or simultaneously, and I think I balance the both pretty well.